Im on my way to god dont know or care..
Digital today, so proud i came, im leaving at 9 to figure stuff out.
graduation is in like a few weeks and it seems that everything I thought I wanted to do has changed. I thought I had everything figured out.... god im so confussed...
not to mention my father is coming up for grad. I dont want him here, he hasn't made any real possitive impact on me at all in my high school years so I dont see why he even deserves to be here. He wants to be here so Im allowing him to be. My stepmom has taken the liberty of inviting herself, she can rot in hell. Not looking forward to any of this.
I cant think about anything except about how confussed and torn Iam. Kim and I dont speak anymore, it's alright though, i really dont care because I put in best effort, and I can say that so Im alright, i feel bad for her. Ashley is still gone, she could probably talk to me and say something to make me feel better, or take me out for some trouble..but she's not here with me:( I miss her dearly and I hope she's having such a good time and meeting boys...lots of em at the same time!!
im done.
graduation is in like a few weeks and it seems that everything I thought I wanted to do has changed. I thought I had everything figured out.... god im so confussed...
not to mention my father is coming up for grad. I dont want him here, he hasn't made any real possitive impact on me at all in my high school years so I dont see why he even deserves to be here. He wants to be here so Im allowing him to be. My stepmom has taken the liberty of inviting herself, she can rot in hell. Not looking forward to any of this.
I cant think about anything except about how confussed and torn Iam. Kim and I dont speak anymore, it's alright though, i really dont care because I put in best effort, and I can say that so Im alright, i feel bad for her. Ashley is still gone, she could probably talk to me and say something to make me feel better, or take me out for some trouble..but she's not here with me:( I miss her dearly and I hope she's having such a good time and meeting boys...lots of em at the same time!!
im done.