bummer...
well live been alright until a few weeks ago and i dono its jsut been up and down sence then. im confused... im messed up in feelings and how i should feel...some people tell me things i dont want to hear and others tell me not to give up on this particular topic.
the issue im haveing is i really really like a particular guy whom i have dated in the past and im stuck on things and what to do about it. im not taking ne ones advice im jsut going with the flow. and im praying to god it all works out the way i wish it would. i kno its never going to be happening soon i jsut hope sumthing is still there between me n him and i think theres sumthing but not nothing has been said yet. i love how he treated me. he was always so good to me back then. we are friends now adn we do stil hang out. but i jsut hope nothing is blocking those feelings we both had for eachother when we were 15.
times have changed and im not 15 ne more im not an immature little girl who takes ne guy who goes to her. i am ready for relationships in the world i am ready to take responsability. some poeple are just saying i want his nuts so bad... thats soo not true and the poeple who say that dont kno one little thing aobut my feelings tward this person.i dont just want him i like him. stronly too. he was one of my first bf and the one i lost my virtinity to. he always has a special feeling inside me. it never really went away and i cant help it that its back i dont want to forget about him and i dont want to give up on the hunt to win him back. i just need to play it day by day and hope for the best.
i jsut really wish he could read this and see what i have to say on topics like that instead of run away like he sumtimes does with his issues.
well have to see what happens...
<3 yell
the issue im haveing is i really really like a particular guy whom i have dated in the past and im stuck on things and what to do about it. im not taking ne ones advice im jsut going with the flow. and im praying to god it all works out the way i wish it would. i kno its never going to be happening soon i jsut hope sumthing is still there between me n him and i think theres sumthing but not nothing has been said yet. i love how he treated me. he was always so good to me back then. we are friends now adn we do stil hang out. but i jsut hope nothing is blocking those feelings we both had for eachother when we were 15.
times have changed and im not 15 ne more im not an immature little girl who takes ne guy who goes to her. i am ready for relationships in the world i am ready to take responsability. some poeple are just saying i want his nuts so bad... thats soo not true and the poeple who say that dont kno one little thing aobut my feelings tward this person.i dont just want him i like him. stronly too. he was one of my first bf and the one i lost my virtinity to. he always has a special feeling inside me. it never really went away and i cant help it that its back i dont want to forget about him and i dont want to give up on the hunt to win him back. i just need to play it day by day and hope for the best.
i jsut really wish he could read this and see what i have to say on topics like that instead of run away like he sumtimes does with his issues.
well have to see what happens...
<3 yell