Feb 23, 2005 14:20
Sadies was alsome I was able to see all my friends & met Dustin again. I danced alot it was cool. I danced w/ 5 guys @ the dance. Dustin (the most), Collin, Glenn, Jon (like once), and a Random Guy who asked me. Still it was fun. Although Joy & David were saying some preety mean stuff to Crystal it started to piss me off. Then Crystal spend the night after. We had fun. I was also happy to see Adam doing good. My dear brother god I love him so much <3.
Monday was a good day. Yet boring. But Somonesone told me that COllin hates me and never wants to be my friend again. I was sad for a bit.It seemed real when I heard it from my two enimes. I hate them though. When I saw them down the hall holding hand and hand I was like "GO HAVE ROUGH PIG SEX IN THE BATHROOM, MAYBE YA'LL WOULD PEE ON EACH OTHER!" Then they fliped me off and said "FUCK YOU TO BITCH!" I'm not gonna tell Collin who the people are...I can't ruin his friendship w/ them. Plus i'm sure haft off ya'll know who it is. They were lieing the whole time to. Cause when Collin called me I told him if he was mad @ me. He wasn't, I told him what happend, and he was shocked on how somone would say that about me and him. Me and Collin's friendship is strong. So strong that it may just turn into somthing real...Somthing true. Me and him will never let each other go. It just won't happend.
On Tuesday I only went to school for half a day. In civics class Adam told me that there is a 5% chance that he may go back to his dads. I think he wants to stay here I was happy to here him tell me that. I told him that....
Lauren: "People don't want you to move. Cause we love you and want you to stay here w/ us. It like we all grew together. And you can get over Sarah cause now you have Erica. This could change your life. You can't be stuck on one person. You can't just say that the reason i'm staying here is because of Erica. Its how you feel inside. You have a life here. It won't just be love. You have friends, who care and love you more than anything. Don't let a love one keep you here just cause you think you will be together forever. You don't know that
cause what if you break up then your gonna move to Mississippi...how do think thats gonna feel about your friends???You know we love you. Erica does to. Now do you understand...?"
Adam: "Yes I do, God Lauren you are right. I never would of thought about this. But I think my life is here. With real friends who really care about me. Like ya'll, even you. You been there lot thinks so much Lauren. I really unserstand. I do care & love ya'll so much. I realized that. I love Erica to. Ya'll are the only true friends I have....I'm thankfull I met you and everyone."
Me: "I love you Adam." (No Erica if your reading this it isn't like that)
Adam: " I love you to." (No Erica if your reading this it isn't like that)
Yesturday Collin called me. We talked for a long long time. I went to school for half a day Yesturday. And I didn't go today cause of a fever.
I can't wait till this weekend Saturday I'm going to EA's Sadies w/ Collin, Crystal, Glenn, & Kayla.
Me and Kayla are gonna wear the same thing. She's coming over to my house early so me and her can get ready. Plus we are wearing the same thing. Then after the dance She's spending the night. Well thats all I have to say. Bye kids Much luv!!!