Aug 15, 2004 17:52
okay, it's about time i posted this. it's been LONG overdue. i don't give a shit what anyone is gonna think or say, so whatever...
i can't tell you how much i HATE racist people. i hate people who are ignorant to other people's race, ethnicity, gender etc. people can be sooo ignorant and not even realize it. like people who have online conversations with their friends and say something totally racist then put it in their profile because it's "funny" or "cool." they don't even stop to think that something like that could offend ANYONE who reads it. it used to be funny, but now it's just fucking lame. it just goes to show how ignorant and racist people are. hah, and they STILL don't even realize it.
i hate hypocrites and liars... i hate people who make promises and never keep them. YES, it IS a big deal. if you're going to make a promise to someone, then the LEAST you could do is KEEP it or don't make the promise at all. it's as simple as that.
i hate people who continuously crave attention. come on, FIND A LIFE. like all the kids who cut up their wrists and then show them off to everyone the next day just to get sympathy. or maybe it makes you feel better about yourself. i have no fucking idea.
i hate stereotypical people or people who are quick to judge. just because you're a certain race, you're automatically linked to a certain genre of music.
i hate people who hold grudges over stupid shit or start shit for the fuck of it. you think you're more 'powerful' just because you have something on somebody else and you use it against them. how fair is that? we all make mistakes. get over it and move the fuck on.
i hate when people can dish it out but can't TAKE it. people who don't like hearing anything bad about themselves. i mean, no one does, but if you don't know your flaws or faults, how are you gonna fix them??
i hate people who read into EVERYTHING or have an explanation for EVERYTHING. you're better off just shutting the fuck up. please.
i hate cocky fucking bastards with big ego's who think they're HOTT SHIT when they're not. just because a girl talks to you all the time or sends you a fucking IM doesn't mean she's in love with you or has a crush on you. seriously LOOK at you. get over yourself.
oh and if i hear one more person tell me that they hate their dad because he won't let you hang out with your friends every day of the week or buy that shirt that you want, i swear to god i'm gonna scream. be happy you have a father who cares about you.
i think i could go on forever but i'll stop now. if anyone has anything to say, be my guest.
Through The Eyes of a Teenager
Every day passes,
Reminding me of the lessons to be learned.
Opportunities pass me by,
Showing me things to be earned.
I do not know life as an adult sees it,
Only as a child and teen.
I can only guess what life is meant to be,
Based on what I've seen.
Today I learned of love,
And the pain that it may bear.
You can never know a person's truth,
Behind the masks they wear.
I do not know the meaning of love,
Or why it is never true
I'm unsure of so many things these days,
I know less than I thought I knew.
I find it's getting difficult,
To distinguish bad from good.
And although it sounds cliché,
I'm a child misunderstood.
I need to move on past the hurts,
Move to heaven from this hell.
I need to stand up to others,
And to myself as well.
I don't know how to tell,
A good friend from a bad.
We talk behind each other's backs,
Ruining the trust we had.
When I stare into the mirror,
I see things I wish I could deny.
A fear of judgement and confrontation,
I can no longer look myself in the eye.
If everybody has to go,
Through torment and through pain.
If they understand the hurt,
That is another's gain.
If they can feel,
The burden of their fears.
And know the cost,
Of showing their tears.
If they know how it feels,
To have a lover of friend.
Stab their backs with knives,
Why are they so cruel to say
These are the best years of our lives?