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Feb 09, 2006 07:24

what do you do when your friends fall apart around you & just kinda make it so if you're happy, it seems wrong?
You shut down & give up on caring. I am so sick of being around depressed/non confident/etc people. Happy people need to be around happy people or it doesnt work. Maybe I am a horrible friend for saying this, but since no one ever listens when I try to help, I'm not going to help anymore. I'm a 14 year old girl, not a therapist, not a teacher, not an adult who could ultimately save someone from themselves. I am someone who's generally happy. I like being around happy, hyper people. I've realized I'm going from 8 best - well more like close friends to maybe 4 or 5. It's sad really. In a matter of three weeks everyone seems ot have fallen apart. I give up. Their lives, not mine. No more tellig people what to do.

Maybe I should feel guilty...you obviously tried to make me feel guilty. What did that accomplish besids me giving up on you?

For those of you who realize i don't want to be around you, goodbye. Have fun without me.
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