Today will be a good day...
Today is going to be a Lindz Dena day... Her heart has been broken and Im going to see to it that she has a good day today...Shes my best girl friend ever.... and I love this kid to peices so we are going to spend the day at the spa and then just do some more tanning and chilling which will be really fun... We might end up seeing Brandon tonight after I take care of some unfinished business with my previous job...
Im hoping i will get to hang out with Brandon Lindz and his family I havent really gotten to know Brandons mommy like i want to i got to talk to his dad and just get a feel of what his dad is all about, I earned alot of respect from his dad so hopefully i will earn that same respect with his mom.
This morning my mom and i have been arguing alittle but what she doesnt realize is that when she yells at me and says hurtful things about me i just stop listening, and then she says well why dont we ever talk any more ..umm...hmm... let me think..maybe because everytime you want to talk to me its always negative or you say you never want to hang out with me , probably bc i dont feel like getting yelled at for things that i used to do and dont do anymore ... so today im really going to pray that God will mend my mom and I's relationship and that she will start to be alittle nicer to me.. and that i will learn to listen even when the things she says hurts my feelings =( my dad and i get along great we talk alot and er are really close i guess you could say im a daddys girl.. I could tell my dad anything and know that it wouldbe in confidence and that he wouldnt criticize me or bring up things from my past that i have already been forgiven for... my dad and i are like best buds and hes always there for me just like brandon... and i love my daddy and i love brandon the same way i love my dad... but anyways i need to get ready for a day with Lindz so ill update later and tell you how my day went..
Im hoping i will get to hang out with Brandon Lindz and his family I havent really gotten to know Brandons mommy like i want to i got to talk to his dad and just get a feel of what his dad is all about, I earned alot of respect from his dad so hopefully i will earn that same respect with his mom.
This morning my mom and i have been arguing alittle but what she doesnt realize is that when she yells at me and says hurtful things about me i just stop listening, and then she says well why dont we ever talk any more ..umm...hmm... let me think..maybe because everytime you want to talk to me its always negative or you say you never want to hang out with me , probably bc i dont feel like getting yelled at for things that i used to do and dont do anymore ... so today im really going to pray that God will mend my mom and I's relationship and that she will start to be alittle nicer to me.. and that i will learn to listen even when the things she says hurts my feelings =( my dad and i get along great we talk alot and er are really close i guess you could say im a daddys girl.. I could tell my dad anything and know that it wouldbe in confidence and that he wouldnt criticize me or bring up things from my past that i have already been forgiven for... my dad and i are like best buds and hes always there for me just like brandon... and i love my daddy and i love brandon the same way i love my dad... but anyways i need to get ready for a day with Lindz so ill update later and tell you how my day went..