Worse than heartbreak.
Further detail....
So yesterday, my mother told me that Grandmama had found an unknown lump in her chest that wasn't found on a mammogram, so today they were going to perform a biopsy to find out if it was cancerous. I was a little shaken, but not stirred.
Then Mom was taking me home today, and told me:
It is cancerous.
My grandmother has breast cancer and they don't think it's spread anywhere so they are performing a lumpectomy next week and she'll be doing radiation. The doctors say she'll be fine.
Well, they said Uncle Harlan would be fine, they said Daniel would be fine, they said Jill would be fine.
And they all died.
So doctors right now can kiss my ass. My grandmother has cancer, she's 81, and those two factors don't mix well. I don't want to lose her....
On a brighter note....
I got the PHANTOM OF THE OPERA soundtrack today, WOOT! I was listening to "All I Ask Of You" and it alarmed me how similar Raoul's voice was to Matt Simmons' (and yes, that is a HUGE compliment, I don't care what you say Matt, your voice is amazing)
So I was wearing my sweats, lookin like crap, not caring, I went to Wal-Mart to pick up my Italy pictures and as I'm walking out G saw me I was like "oh fucking hell" so I said hi and left. The pics turned out GREAT! I'll post them all on my picture site this week.
OK gonna go study stats now because I have to. Blah!
P.S. I didn't think my opinion on SAT scores would be the talk of my journal. I'm flattered haha.
So yesterday, my mother told me that Grandmama had found an unknown lump in her chest that wasn't found on a mammogram, so today they were going to perform a biopsy to find out if it was cancerous. I was a little shaken, but not stirred.
Then Mom was taking me home today, and told me:
It is cancerous.
My grandmother has breast cancer and they don't think it's spread anywhere so they are performing a lumpectomy next week and she'll be doing radiation. The doctors say she'll be fine.
Well, they said Uncle Harlan would be fine, they said Daniel would be fine, they said Jill would be fine.
And they all died.
So doctors right now can kiss my ass. My grandmother has cancer, she's 81, and those two factors don't mix well. I don't want to lose her....
On a brighter note....
I got the PHANTOM OF THE OPERA soundtrack today, WOOT! I was listening to "All I Ask Of You" and it alarmed me how similar Raoul's voice was to Matt Simmons' (and yes, that is a HUGE compliment, I don't care what you say Matt, your voice is amazing)
So I was wearing my sweats, lookin like crap, not caring, I went to Wal-Mart to pick up my Italy pictures and as I'm walking out G saw me I was like "oh fucking hell" so I said hi and left. The pics turned out GREAT! I'll post them all on my picture site this week.
OK gonna go study stats now because I have to. Blah!
P.S. I didn't think my opinion on SAT scores would be the talk of my journal. I'm flattered haha.