Mar 24, 2004 16:00
on my way home today i had an ominous feeling, like something bad has happened or will happen. my thought immediately went to him, and it's like my psyche is telling me that i NEED to see him tonight. i don't know if it's because of just seeing "remember my name" for one-act where there were ominous feelings like such in the play, but i don't know, last time i got this feeling, he was hurt and in the hospital. i need to know that everyone is ok.
but on a brighter note, im not feeling as lonely/stressed/depressed as i was last night...i dunno, hearing that voicemail at 4 in the morning was a nice thing to start my day with, it reminded me that maybe i'm not alone in this world. something tells me this time will be different. in a good way.