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Mar 22, 2004 16:05

It already feels so weird. I've been gone 9 days, but it feels like I've been in a coma for 2 years, in the sense that merely by reading entries and profiles and updates, I feel like I've missed so much, that I'm stuck in the past and that the present is running farther and farther away, and I myself am fading away from it, like I am becoming a distant memory. People are changing, and things have happened, and I wasn't here for any of it. This is what happens when I'm gone for so long, I'm so not in-the-know that I wonder if I ever will be again. I'm just scared that in a sense, I too will be forgotten.

That is by far the deepest thought I've had since I got on the plane yesterday...
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