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I'm getting to the point where I'm becoming a hopeless romantic again. It's quite embarrassing and it's really turning me into a pathetic person. I can't stop thinking and it's spacing me out and making me look like an even bigger dork than I already am. I hear songs that remind me of him, I've had some weird but fabulous dreams (Haley can testify to that one!!!) and UGH why am I doing this to myself. It's not like I can just let it go like this. I don't know, you think I would have let this go for good by now, Jesus I'm pathetic.
Haley, I just want to say thank you for EVERYTHING these past 2 weeks. You have no idea how much love and appreciation is in my heart for you right now. No matter what happens with the above mentioned, I love you with all my heart and I am so glad that you are still my best friend after all these years.
I'm thinking that I'm going to take him out to dinner sometime and then I don't know, gush out my feelings? Yeah freaking right. Maybe the dinner part, but I'm too scared to let out my feelings. Yet.
As of 12:02, I have 4 days left in this god-awful country. Then I am OUT THE DOOR for 9 FABULOUS DAYS.
Back to the sappy-reminding-song listening.
Haley, I just want to say thank you for EVERYTHING these past 2 weeks. You have no idea how much love and appreciation is in my heart for you right now. No matter what happens with the above mentioned, I love you with all my heart and I am so glad that you are still my best friend after all these years.
I'm thinking that I'm going to take him out to dinner sometime and then I don't know, gush out my feelings? Yeah freaking right. Maybe the dinner part, but I'm too scared to let out my feelings. Yet.
As of 12:02, I have 4 days left in this god-awful country. Then I am OUT THE DOOR for 9 FABULOUS DAYS.
Back to the sappy-reminding-song listening.