Jul 25, 2005 01:46
isnt it amazing how you can love someone so much but at the same time hate them just as much. i hate how he thinks he's perfect and how everything has to be on his terms. its like im the only one that fucks up. he's fuckin god. he treats me like a gaint pile of shit but for some reason i wont leave him. i dont know if its cuz i dont wanna be alone or im scared to leave him. he's such an asshole. i have to do everything for him but he wont do a god damn thing for me. i hate myself. i hate my life. i hate how bad he hurts me and how much he makes me cry. and i hate loving him with everything that i am.