Feb 10, 2006 23:41
Ryan was at the bar last night. That was a face I definitely didn't want to see. I didn't even recognize him for a while. Shows you how fucked up I was when all of that happened. He attempted to talk to me. Saying he was "Sorry for all the shit I got because of what happened that night." Excuse me? How about sorry for what fucking happened? I ended up in tears, which is always wonderful. I really hope I don't ever have to see him again.
In much more happy news, he - who shall remain nameless - is spending the night with me Tuesday night. I think it will be fun. He makes me happy and can make everything better in just an instant. What a beautiful quality. I'm excited. So yeah. Maybe V-day won't suck so bad this time around.