Aug 28, 2005 23:18
What happened has done nothing but take over my mind like a plague.. Nearly every second of the past few days. I feel absolutely sick to my stomach, dirty, and my head throbs like I was smacked with a 2x4. It has completely affected my work, my social life.. Everything.
I want to do nothing more than stay in my room.. In my bed. Talk to no one. Just stay here alone. I want to quit my job. I'd really love to get out of the state right now. Just take off right this second.. And not come back until I can forget this.
I don't think I've ever been like this. And I don't know how to fix it. Please, do not ask what happened.