dismal thoughts from an equally dismal mind
so today i couldnt sleep in, which really pisses me off cause i went to bed at like 2. but anyways, i woke up and went to the gym. so if you've ever had to listen to me complain about my knee, i'm sorry. i guess i do it alot and guess what? i'm about to do it again so if you dont wanna read then tune in tommorow and see if i have anything better to say. so i feel like i'm getting nowhere with the whole muscle therapy business. which i hate, cause i can usually tell when i'm making progress. and i'm not. which sucks. and i'm not particularly looking forward to the couple of months i'm gonna be able to play tennis this year, which makes the whole rehab thing harder to continue with. it just wasnt how i wanted to start my day. at all. oh well, lately i've been making an honest effort to be more optimistic, and i like it... so far. the optimism has kinda been coming out of nowhere though. i mean i know where its coming from, but i dont have to try. surely you know what i mean from my incessant random rambling. indeed. tonight ben and i went to get take out from dragon house and scott piled so much food ben couldnt close his thing, so we just ran out of there with both sides overflowing. it was funny. then we watched the exorcist. a good movie, hated the ending but i really didnt find it all THAT scary. what's all the hooplah about? well this stalling business isnt working either, so i'm gonna hit the sack.