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So, i think i kinda just broke up with my Chase. I'm not sure this is really what i want to do. I know that i am so stressed out, and kinda loathe my job, and kinda hate life right now... But do i really want to give up the only safe thing i have right now?
I am not happy. I haven't been for the past few weeks. I love my man, but i feel our relationship has been extremely tense lately. I know i don't want to lose him. I really know i don't want to hurt him. Perhaps, for once, i need to put myself first, or something along those lines. I love him so much, but i think i need to be happy with myself before i am happy in a relationship.
Am I crazy?
I am not happy. I haven't been for the past few weeks. I love my man, but i feel our relationship has been extremely tense lately. I know i don't want to lose him. I really know i don't want to hurt him. Perhaps, for once, i need to put myself first, or something along those lines. I love him so much, but i think i need to be happy with myself before i am happy in a relationship.
Am I crazy?