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I'm just not too sure why I still have this damn thing... I guess it's a place to store my thoughts.
St Petersburg is lovely. I had an interview today, hopefully it will turn into a job in the next week. Also, tomorrow I have a tour and interview w/ the Aveda Institute of Cosmetology. Yes, I'm planning on going to cosmetology school. It's something I've thought about for a while. I think it's about time I have a little direction.
I do miss KY... I miss my friends immensely. Moving away always makes you realize who your true friends are. The ones that call you regularly, the ones that write you often from basic training, the ones that have already been looking for tickets to come see me...
I'm counting down the days until Thanksgiving. I'm looking forward to going back to the 502. But mostly I can't fucking wait to see Karl again. Who'd think that me drinking his whisky would turn into something so nice? The fact that he's at Air Force Basic makes me not think so much about moving down here. But, I'm afraid of how things are going to be after Thanksgiving. He's a great guy. But we had a combination of the worst and best timing possible. Right when things started going somewhere he left. Then I left... I guess we didn't have time too get too attached. But I was certainly feeling attached enough.
So, now I find myself checking my mail far too often. It's not like we've even discussed possibilities of the long distance thing. Hell, we didn't have time to. I know long distance relationships are crazy hard. But I think in his case I might be willing to give it a shot. I'm just trying very damn hard not to feel silly about it all.
St Petersburg is lovely. I had an interview today, hopefully it will turn into a job in the next week. Also, tomorrow I have a tour and interview w/ the Aveda Institute of Cosmetology. Yes, I'm planning on going to cosmetology school. It's something I've thought about for a while. I think it's about time I have a little direction.
I do miss KY... I miss my friends immensely. Moving away always makes you realize who your true friends are. The ones that call you regularly, the ones that write you often from basic training, the ones that have already been looking for tickets to come see me...
I'm counting down the days until Thanksgiving. I'm looking forward to going back to the 502. But mostly I can't fucking wait to see Karl again. Who'd think that me drinking his whisky would turn into something so nice? The fact that he's at Air Force Basic makes me not think so much about moving down here. But, I'm afraid of how things are going to be after Thanksgiving. He's a great guy. But we had a combination of the worst and best timing possible. Right when things started going somewhere he left. Then I left... I guess we didn't have time too get too attached. But I was certainly feeling attached enough.
So, now I find myself checking my mail far too often. It's not like we've even discussed possibilities of the long distance thing. Hell, we didn't have time to. I know long distance relationships are crazy hard. But I think in his case I might be willing to give it a shot. I'm just trying very damn hard not to feel silly about it all.