I screwed up somewhere along the way

[fadedlove08]

It's nice to have all these extra credits from AP classes and Retro credits from Espanol, but in some ways, I wish I didn't have them... Most other people I know are on the regular track... they're sophomores.  And not me.  I don't know how I feel about this whole junior thing.  It's something to be proud of I suppose.  But it makes me feel kind of left out when they're all sitting around having study time in classes I've already taken.  Maybe I should just make older friends who I can take classes with, but I don't really want to.  Not that I'm antisocial or anything.  Anddd... I kind of get sick of my room being the study center.  What if I want to do my homework?  I just have to try to concentrate while they're all discussing their stuff...

So maybe I'm a whiner.  Oh well.  Shit happens.  But honestly, I think I have a valid point. ARG.