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i cant stop thinking about tina.even if i try i cant.and most of the time i dont wanna stop thinking.i think about wen i first saw her.i remember how i couldnt take my eyes off her.
then i remember wen we started messin around.it was the happiest ive bin in a long time.but then i started messin wit jj.and i felt lost...i care about them both..then the messing droped completely.i felt nothing.i didnt feel sad happy mad or nething.then i felt alone.and all my thoughts were on tina.i couldnt stop thinking about her.i dont no how long it took me to get my mind of her.but i did for a while.then recently it started again.all the times we chilled ,alone or wit frends, started flooding my hed.and now that i talk wit her online the thoughts r constant.and i get this longing.
besides the memories theres one other thing about tina that goes through my mind.wut wouldve happened if something DID work out....theres only one thing i regret in my time at lincoln....that i sed "no"
then i remember wen we started messin around.it was the happiest ive bin in a long time.but then i started messin wit jj.and i felt lost...i care about them both..then the messing droped completely.i felt nothing.i didnt feel sad happy mad or nething.then i felt alone.and all my thoughts were on tina.i couldnt stop thinking about her.i dont no how long it took me to get my mind of her.but i did for a while.then recently it started again.all the times we chilled ,alone or wit frends, started flooding my hed.and now that i talk wit her online the thoughts r constant.and i get this longing.
besides the memories theres one other thing about tina that goes through my mind.wut wouldve happened if something DID work out....theres only one thing i regret in my time at lincoln....that i sed "no"