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[fadedhart]

y?
i jus wanna no y?
does it make pple feel good to see me miserable?
thats all everyones bin doing.
nothing to help me.
jus keeping farther and farther away from wut i want.
even that they took away from me too soon.
sooner then i was promised.
did they care?
nooo.
now they get the pleasure of putting me where ever the fuchk they want!
and i cant do shit about it!
cuz its too fucking late.
seven fucking months i had to put up with shit.
it was supposed to end.
but it didnt.
y would it?
nothing ever turns out for the best ne more.
will i ever b happy again?.....