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a lot of you have no idear what may be going on in my life. well anyways, on saturday i got "The Letter" from the church, telling me that they were going to process my request, and I had 30 days to change my mind. Well yesterday, I ended up calling and saying I didn't want it.
No I do not believe it, and very well I probably never will. I'd have to become completely blind, and that's rather hard for one who see's so well. But if I did ever go back, I don't want to imagine having to get baptized again by someone else than E.Allen. After many many years I'm sure I would have to, I'd probably get ex-d or something... but yeah.
To be honest, I'm not sure what i believe anymore. I honestly feel having good morals and treating others with respect is what we should believe in. I know I spend hours and hours trying to prove religions right and wrong, and I probably won't stop that. I'm very infatuated with religion, it's the one thing my mind doesn't find boredum with. But when it comes down to it, I believe that not drinking/smoking/drugs, dressing modestly, living respectfully not only to yourself but to all those you encounter with, really is that matters. If you have faith, that's awesome... I hope sooner than later I will find that faith that I used to know....
Yblair
No I do not believe it, and very well I probably never will. I'd have to become completely blind, and that's rather hard for one who see's so well. But if I did ever go back, I don't want to imagine having to get baptized again by someone else than E.Allen. After many many years I'm sure I would have to, I'd probably get ex-d or something... but yeah.
To be honest, I'm not sure what i believe anymore. I honestly feel having good morals and treating others with respect is what we should believe in. I know I spend hours and hours trying to prove religions right and wrong, and I probably won't stop that. I'm very infatuated with religion, it's the one thing my mind doesn't find boredum with. But when it comes down to it, I believe that not drinking/smoking/drugs, dressing modestly, living respectfully not only to yourself but to all those you encounter with, really is that matters. If you have faith, that's awesome... I hope sooner than later I will find that faith that I used to know....
Yblair