7 yearz
im actually at work right now... lunch break ... itz been 7 years since i last posted on my journal.. i was reading some of my enteries yesterday with my girlz angie and vicky .. that shit had all of us rolling .. what the hell was i thinkin back then hahaha!
i actually stopped writtin cause they keep botherin me at work even while on break ugh... anywayz im home .. the babiez are sleepin.. yes babiez.. i have 2 beautiful baby boys Jacob Angel 2 and Nathan Isaiah just turned 1 on the 9th. same daddy n na im not with him anymore.. i cant say it doesnt hurt me but it does.. long story.. he's made his own life as we speak...and even tho it hurts im koo without him... almost 7 years with the guy.. the only person i ever loved and alwayz will.. lets see if i say the same thing 3 yrs from now..
i need to get my life on track.. jus do me cause these foo'z out there now a dayz aint shit and im better than that but i jus cant help but to fall into their webs.. expecially one guy in particular.. theres just something about it that i jus cant figure out and i like it... wish i could read his mind.. but i think im just gonna let go to what we have which is nothin good at all.. i shouldnt had put myself in that position in the first place but my body kallz his name and i just hold on to the times we do get to spend together... other than that all them others foos aint got a hold on me like he does .. suckz.. wish he wasnt that hard .. and when hes not hard to get i like it .. and it just feels good when i have him in my arms... im off tomorrow i said i wasnt gonna hit him up no more but fuck maybe ill get to him or who know.. fuck it tho.. fuck all dumb ass niqqaz.. my mentality has to change and i gotta be a bitch to em and play the game ! concentrate on me and my boyz thats right.
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