Its been a while since i've updated
Well its been a long time since i've updated so this may be kinda long but I might be lazy... lol well the last month has brought me a lot of different things. Probably the biggest thing to happen (so far)is that I got initated into Lambda Chi and I'm lambda omega zeta 612! All I can say is that I miss my brothers so much. It sucks being home because I don't get to see em. Josh you know I love you! Oh and I can't forget I miss my big sister too... Holly I miss and love ya too. Miss my friends and just everyone I've met at central. Its nothing I would ever give up. If honestly you've ever thought about not going to college or you don't think its for you or maybe your even afraid.. just go. You have no idea what your missing unless you go away to a wonderful college like central. but i'm going to miss some of my friends that they decided it wasnt' for them. Jenny I haven't seen you much this semester but I will miss you and I wish you best of luck... You know you always have a spare room with me if you wanna come up. Lets see what else in this month... Umm finished my finals and got a lil surprize on with my grades. Two classes I honestly thought I was going to get A's in and what do I get a damn A- not going to complain but I thought I did better and then the bigger surprize is the class I went to maybe 6-7 times I got an A in... all I can say is ouch cus I only had an 88% in the class and thats one hell of a curve but I'm not complaining thats for damn sure. So I ended up finishing the semester with a 3.6 not to bad but I thought I'd maybe do a little better but its definatly not to bad. Next semester I'll get my 3.75. Well since I've been home I've been hanging out my friends and its been fun. going to go play some texas hold em a lil later tonight. Christmas was pretty good. I didn't ask for anything and I didn't get much but I realize that the mistakes of my past reflect on christmas and I'm fine with that. It's humbling and something I've needed for a long time. I got more out of being with my family and my grandma. This is probably going to be her last as she doesn't know who anyone is anymore and just keeps getting worse. I just hope shes at peace on the inside and doesn't feel any of the pain that we do. I know theres been more thats happened this month but nothing I can think of right now but Merry Christmas everyone and I just hope that next year I can lead a better life and maybe then i'll be happy and actually feel love...