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Why do I attempt at life? Why do I try and make everyone happy when everyone is a taker? Is truly doing the right thing actually wrong? I do things to make people happy and when I do things to make myself happy I’m an asshole. I don’t try to hurt someone only to be the fucking asshole that I am. Fuck it fuck you and fuck everyone that doesn’t care. Shit no one cares. I’m only someone. I’m not Matt or Matthew or anything just someone. Someone who is just another asshole that no one cares to know beyond what I show on the outside. I have yet to meet anyone to pick my brain and learn about who I really am? So I am truly alone and no one cares to be at my side. Why do I try? Why do I care? Why do I attempt to live a life that no one cares to know? Shit I have friends, I know people who think I’m hot, I know people that want to fuck me but no one that wants to know me. So why the fuck should I care? God damn it. Fuck this life I live and everyone that doesn’t give a fuck.