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Dear Life,
Jesus fucking christ. I am sick of having a nervous break down. I am going to go insane. I am sick of this fighting and all this gay shit. I hate being inlove with my ex. I mean he means a lot to me, and then there is his girlfriend Rachel. I don't even know what to do anymore. I am trying my best to be nice and such, and I don't want to hurt her in any way, so I am trying to stay away from Jeff. But I hate this crap. Thank god he lives in Canada. It would be much worse if he Lived here. And I want him to come see me this summer but then I don't. I don't want to hurt anyone I really don't. Rachel and I were close once, but I don't want to hurt her anymore then what I have. I am such an Idiot. :( I hate life. I really do.