Emotional
I'm torn in between wanting to tell people what happened yesterday and wanting to keep it to myself and bottle it up inside me. I honestly appreciate the sympathy and empathy from Asuka and the women at the health center. I don't even want to write it down here. I can't stand to put it down in writing. Maybe I will eventually. I hope that my one professor respects me more because I did not tell him, even though while I was talking, I was shaking and clearly not doing so well. I respect him because he did not ask, he remained indifferent and intense as always. I hope I do not tell him, because that would be opening up to him and violating this unspoken professor/student agreement.