what happened?
* I would give to see things go back to the way they use to be. Like in 8th grade, all we have are memories if I could relive one single moment I would. If there was a video tape that recorded everything of last year I would sit down & watch every single second of it.
* You work so hard to try & make some things work & when they start to it almost blows up in your face.
* I realize I've spent a good majority of this year, just being lazy about everything, school, my friends, my family, & my own life. I want to be high on life. I don't want to take things so personally, I dont wana respond with nothing when somebody asks me whats up. & I don't wana respond with a im ok when someone asks me how I am doing. I don't want to look unhappy & pissed off. I don't want to use "I'm tired" as an excuse anymore when people ask me what's wrong. My goal now is to be me, a cool me, a me that just doesn't give a fuck & doesn't take shit so seriously. but is it possible? we'll see.
I'm just venting, getting rid of some thoughts.