kodak moment.. or more like a video camera moment
i came home from school today and my brother starts asking me whats wrong and i said that i just havent been feeling good and he was like mentally or physically i said mentally where its effecting me physically its like im turning into dad or something.. and he said ive had dads problems and....long story short and we actually had a really good conversation and it made me feel better. Knowing that he has been through what I am going through and getting advice on what to do from him helped me alot. He said if theres anyone you need to talk to about this, you need to talk to me..... and i cried, knowing that I wasnt alone and that he understood me and maybe the fact that my own brother.. the asshole was the one telling me this. Its a nice memory to keep.