they will not control us; we will be victorious
So, woke up with the worst head cold I've had in awhile. For the last while I've been coughing a lot. Yesterday I was sneezing a little bit, today I have a headache and my body can't make up it's mind on whether it wants to be too hot or too cold.
Last night was an absolute train wreck too because my dad invited his girl friend over and proceeded an utter douche to make up for his lack of preparedness. Thanks you bastard. B| One thing he did have right when he kept going on about me slamming the door shut when I leave for work though is that I don't want to be here. I hate this little shit hole and once I leave, I'd rather live on the streets than come back.
Taking the day off though. That's always nice.
Seeing con photos from AX really makes me want to travel again though. I'm not sure I'll be able to wait another 12 months to do that. I might break and find a place to take off to for the winter holidays. Oh, and University stuffs are open now so I can finally apply for classes. Then on the 9th, I can email around to get my bursary all figured out, then just like that-BAM! 95% of my tuition fees paid.
Another thing I've noticed lately though is my lack of inspiration when it comes to my cosplay. I keep slipping back on to casual/easy costumes because of it. Good thing? I don't know. I really would love to do something more show-casey but I just don't have the energy to put forth to do it. Idk. Maybe I'm just doubting myself because there are so many intimidaitingly awesome cosplayers out there. I really want to get into that league to but my focus is so split up with so many different activities I do in my spare time. Not only that, but when I do have a costume I'm proud of, it always seems to attract the wrong kind of attention. I just want to be chill with my outfits dammit. ;w; Fuck you fandom crazed fangirls. A little excitement is awesome, but there's no need to take it over board.
Actually, I've been extremely cautious around growing fandoms lately, mostly because of how things ended up going with Pandora Hearts. I don't think I could ever love that series properly again. Dressing rooms are no a very big no-no for me. Fucking elitists. Fucking non-elitists. Both of them stir up to drama and I'll be fucked if I get caught in the middle of it again. At the same time though, I really would like to get to know more fans from certain fandoms. Some of them seem like really nice people, the type of people I could see myself getting along with but I'm just really hesitant about it.
At least Kayla will be coming in on the ninth. ;w; I miss her like woahz and she always finds a way to kick my ass into gear whether it's through a literal method or not. If things work out, maybe I'll be able to convince her to move back to Winnipeg and be my roommate. We get along fine, if we have any problems we confront each other about it, and yeah. I could see things really working out well that way. I know she said she was going to college this year but even if I have to wait just a little bit longer, I think it would be manageable.
In other news, the result for the MELT YT Chorus Auditions will be posted within a week or so. I'm hoping I made the cut but if not, I'll just give Campanella my best shot. And Final Cut Pro is 25% done. Hurraaay. Once that gets complete and I figure out how to use the program I get to rewrite subs and download episodes of DRRR. Big undertaking is big, but I've got support so it should be okay. If this one turns out, then I think I'll take on doing a Zombie-Loan fandub. Or Nabari no Ou. One of the two.
I should really get my hands on the dub of Nabari, just because I could actually watch the anime in English. I do like Yoite's japanese voice though.
I think I'll take a shower later during the day. A nice hot one sounds really refreshing right about now. I just wish the shower didn't look like someone took a shit it in. It's so gross.
Last night was an absolute train wreck too because my dad invited his girl friend over and proceeded an utter douche to make up for his lack of preparedness. Thanks you bastard. B| One thing he did have right when he kept going on about me slamming the door shut when I leave for work though is that I don't want to be here. I hate this little shit hole and once I leave, I'd rather live on the streets than come back.
Taking the day off though. That's always nice.
Seeing con photos from AX really makes me want to travel again though. I'm not sure I'll be able to wait another 12 months to do that. I might break and find a place to take off to for the winter holidays. Oh, and University stuffs are open now so I can finally apply for classes. Then on the 9th, I can email around to get my bursary all figured out, then just like that-BAM! 95% of my tuition fees paid.
Another thing I've noticed lately though is my lack of inspiration when it comes to my cosplay. I keep slipping back on to casual/easy costumes because of it. Good thing? I don't know. I really would love to do something more show-casey but I just don't have the energy to put forth to do it. Idk. Maybe I'm just doubting myself because there are so many intimidaitingly awesome cosplayers out there. I really want to get into that league to but my focus is so split up with so many different activities I do in my spare time. Not only that, but when I do have a costume I'm proud of, it always seems to attract the wrong kind of attention. I just want to be chill with my outfits dammit. ;w; Fuck you fandom crazed fangirls. A little excitement is awesome, but there's no need to take it over board.
Actually, I've been extremely cautious around growing fandoms lately, mostly because of how things ended up going with Pandora Hearts. I don't think I could ever love that series properly again. Dressing rooms are no a very big no-no for me. Fucking elitists. Fucking non-elitists. Both of them stir up to drama and I'll be fucked if I get caught in the middle of it again. At the same time though, I really would like to get to know more fans from certain fandoms. Some of them seem like really nice people, the type of people I could see myself getting along with but I'm just really hesitant about it.
At least Kayla will be coming in on the ninth. ;w; I miss her like woahz and she always finds a way to kick my ass into gear whether it's through a literal method or not. If things work out, maybe I'll be able to convince her to move back to Winnipeg and be my roommate. We get along fine, if we have any problems we confront each other about it, and yeah. I could see things really working out well that way. I know she said she was going to college this year but even if I have to wait just a little bit longer, I think it would be manageable.
In other news, the result for the MELT YT Chorus Auditions will be posted within a week or so. I'm hoping I made the cut but if not, I'll just give Campanella my best shot. And Final Cut Pro is 25% done. Hurraaay. Once that gets complete and I figure out how to use the program I get to rewrite subs and download episodes of DRRR. Big undertaking is big, but I've got support so it should be okay. If this one turns out, then I think I'll take on doing a Zombie-Loan fandub. Or Nabari no Ou. One of the two.
I should really get my hands on the dub of Nabari, just because I could actually watch the anime in English. I do like Yoite's japanese voice though.
I think I'll take a shower later during the day. A nice hot one sounds really refreshing right about now. I just wish the shower didn't look like someone took a shit it in. It's so gross.