complaining. as. usual
i feel like the biggest moron right now. yesterday was so crappy. bahh. i felt like shit all day. i never cry unless i have a reason.. such as death. however yesterday i just freaked out and all of 8th period i cried my eyes out. ugh. i don't know what was wrong with me. i just flipped but it made me feel like crap. crying makes me feel weak, i don't like feeling weak, so i usually hide how i feel. needless to say, yesterday i just couldnt do it.
anyways.. enough about my problems...
yesterday was matt's birthday, he is now 17. <3 we went to the movies after school. i was so excited to see saw 2. however i didnt like the ending very much. after that we went back to my house where people were waiting because i attempted at a surprise party, which somewhat worked.
math sucks this year. Ms.Jackson is the worst math teacher i have ever had. she does not know how to teach nor how to explain things. everytime someone asks her a question her responses are as follows.. "you dont expect me to teach you everything do you?", "thats not what im here for, come in early" ugh. im so frustrated with that class. i think im just going to drop down to math 2R. even though i really don't want to do that. having good grades in a regular class is better that having bad grades in an advanced class.
cheerleading went really well today. i was so proud of our squad. except for when i got dropped on my shoulder, that hurt like hell. however its just a little pain, i can deal with it. tommorrow is competition and we just finished our routine today. i hope we place, at least higher than north. im really sick of people telling me cheerleading isn't a sport. all those who think cheerleading isnt a sport don't know what they are talking about. If i hear one more thing from a football player i think im going to crack. when they can loose a game by less than 20 points then they can come and tell me we suck, but untill then they should keep their thick-headed mouths shut. ha i love how people who read this are going to be like "oh my god. haha this is all she has to talk or complain about", well its not. Im talking about something important to me, and cheerleading is something i take very seriously, it is a sport and it is something i give my all in. if you have a problem with it, i don't care. keep your mouths shut because i dont want to hear it.
blah. peace.