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i really hope that wasn't just come creepy ass guy making a clucking noise outside of my room.
because that would be fucking creepy.
i swear....the jock boys and girls of this hall the the halls nearby are another SPECIES!
i dont feel very good..
and i have lots to do.
i'm so tired.
the smiths "asleep" is on repeat in my head.
it's one of the most depressing songs...but yet one of the best.
i listened to some jack johnson last night...and it sparked memories from freshman year.
freshman year seems like a million years ago.
i feel like i've somewhat changed.
hmmmm.
i like the fact that i am more outgoing...and party a lot more.
i dont like the nights where i feel so damn alone.
i just want somebody to snuggle up to...while watching a movie.
it's not even like i want a relationship....
eventually i would like to again....but after getting my heart fucking trampled on....it's not looking so hot.
or at least i dont need a serious relationship anytime soon...
i'm just fucked up.
what the hell is new.
i just need a naive individual that doesn't care about anything as much as i do right now...