PEOPLE = FUCKING SHIT
I HATE PEOPLE
ok.. i been at katies since fuckin wednesday.. n ever since i been here "ive been a bitch: hmm i winder y.. mayb cuz she does all this shit that makes me soo pissed the fuck off!!!!
she kates it when i talk 2 her friends (or so she has told me) yet she sits there n talks 2 mine n says shit 2 them that hate (things like.. omg anita is being such a bitch!) n then adds "lol" like shes jokin.. yet she says it to everyone..
arrg!!! n then there is jeremy.. fuckin asshole.. i ask him 2 chill all the time.. n he tells me hes busy.. yes, he came 2 my swet 16.. first time i saw him in a long time.. yet wait.. he met katie at my party, n hes been talkin 2 her alot lately.. n they wanna chill when she comes down 2 my house next... HE SUDDENLY HAS ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD 2 CHILL!!!! i was like "yo.. at least fuckin tell me u just dont wanna chill with me instead of sayin u busy all the time, n then havin all the time in the world when a girl u like comes along.." fuck man.. n i bet when she does come down n they chill, ima b invisible.. fuck this shit.. im done with everyone n everything...
i wanna thank brandon, wilhilm, amanda, kelly, n james 4 allowing me 2 talk 2 u guys bout this shit n u actually understanding.. i love you guys sooo much n u kno u guys r always gonna b there 4 me.. <333
PEOPLE = SHIT!!! its the fuckin truth.. they do.. everyone is an asshole.. fuckers.. i hope i die n burn in fuckin hell.. actually, no i just hope i die so that i can stop listenin 2 everyones bullshit n i an just b gone.. no more worries, no more backstabbing, no more abusive asshole father... no more nething....
i wanna die so fuckin bad.. i dont even show it.. i dont cut on my arms.. i do on my legs, but not on my arms because if im like some people i kno, i kno if i cut on my arms so its noticeable, everyone will b like.. "omg her life sux.. i feel so bad 4 her" i dont want pity from no1.. im just gonna fuckin die n not give a shit or not care that others give a shit... i cant wait... just b gone...
well, life sux.. people suck, everyone sucks.. time 2 end this entry n do things that matter.. O WAIT that right.. nothing matters... so i guess i just chill n do nothing... wait 4 the end of my sad existence i call "life"
c u all when i die
<3 anita