What's this, Yamada-centric fic?!

Aug 20, 2013 10:10

title: where my heart belongs
rating: g
pairing: Yamada Ryosuke/Chinen Yuri
word count: 1,604
beta: yomimashou
author's note: Just watched the Kanshasai DVD last Friday, and so this happened ♥
summary: It makes Yamada feel as if he's been reborn, as if, with the coming spring, he too is growing little by little here where he belongs, with his group.

It's been a long, tiring winter by the time rehearsals for the Johnny's World Kanshasai roll around. )

one-shot, hey! say! jump, bl

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kaleidoruby August 20 2013, 12:53:56 UTC
Oh, this is so perfect and adorable! ♥

I really loved the part where how he feels about the rest of JUMP. And all the little mentions of what they do for him, like Hikaru sending trolly texts, and Inoo whining about sweating... the whole thing was really just cute!

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faded_lace August 20 2013, 13:01:53 UTC
Thank you! ♥ I'm really glad you liked it. I really feel like Yamada loves the rest of JUMP a lot, and even if they sometimes are so fabulous that he feels a little insecure, it seems like he's overcoming it and ignoring his bad feelings and seeing the good.

I have to admit I was thinking of you while trying to write a genuinely happy Chinen and Yamada fic. XD;;; So I'm happy you enjoyed it!

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kaleidoruby August 20 2013, 19:21:43 UTC
(I'm glad you even understood my comment. I wrote it just after waking up and wtf???)

Oh yeah, he definitely loves JUMP so much. I'm really glad that your feeling son him are changing, by the way! It makes me really happy to see you coming around on him. <3

DO YOU KNOW HOW HONOURED I FEEL? :D Really, that's sweet! I needed that after the day I had, you've cheered me right up. So, thank you!! ♥

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faded_lace August 20 2013, 23:35:21 UTC
(Haha no problem. I do the same thing sometimes! But actually it made perfect sense to me XD ( ... )

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kaleidoruby August 21 2013, 12:49:26 UTC
(I'm impressed with you right now! XD ( ... )

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faded_lace August 21 2013, 13:20:03 UTC
(Thanks XD;;; Believe me, I've sent some really incoherent early-morning texts...)

Yeah, I definitely think that's part of the problem. I know how easy it is for insecurity to turn to anger at other people out of frustration, and I don't want to see him make mistakes that I've made when I was a teenager. And... I guess it's easy to read it a lot of different ways, but it seemed a lot more of a real snap than a joking one to me when I saw it. They even cut it out of the video that they showed at the concert in Nagano after the fact. But... yeah. It really does seem like he's getting better, so I'm rooting for him to keep moving in the right direction! At the end of the day, I really just want him and all of JUMP to be happy and healthy. ♥

That's good ♥ I really wanted to give the sense that Yamada's relationship with everyone and especially Chinen was really moving in the right direction and show how much he loves and appreciates JUMP~ So if I managed that... yay!

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kaleidoruby August 22 2013, 02:25:33 UTC
(Me too... XD I think the problem is I tend to not really finish my thoughts early in the morning!)

Oh, wow, I didn't know that. Maybe they realized how bad it looked? Maybe even he realized how it came across? I dunno, I tend to see the best in him, which I know is a total fault of mine, and I totally make apologies for him, which could be why I'm reading it the way I am? I could also be projecting my own experiences a bit. XD;;; You and me both. ♥

You definitely did!

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faded_lace August 22 2013, 03:06:57 UTC
(XD; yeah, I feel you!)

Yeah, that's sort of what I was wondering. Like, to me it felt like Daiki sort of laughed it off because he is one of Yamada's closest friends, but it seemed like it was sort of a... think they should sort of cut out. Especially since Chinen randomly started singing-- it really felt to me like the other members were trying to diffuse the tension as much as possible. But yeah, that could also be me projecting? At any rate, I wasn't that surprised when they cut it out. XD;;

Yay ♥

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