feelin' good
hmm
all i've had today was coffee. all i'll have tomorrow is coffee, friday perhaps a little something. oh my, last night i binged and puked very violently. it hurt my throat really bad. i hate puking. look at this picture, i was 15 at the time. i was such a tiny little thing.
i weighed like.. 100 lbs then. that was before i got boobs. ugh! well i am 124 lbs right now. i have 4 lbs till i reach my 2nd goal, then 10 more for my 3rd, and 10 more for my final goal (100). i can do it!
god leeroy is bugging the SHIT out of me but i don't have the heart to just say LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE like i wanna do. every 2 sentences is "i have the biggest crush on you" or something along those lines and i am quite frankly absolutely disgusted by him, the mere thought of him. ew ew ew ew ew! that must sound bitchy but i can't help it. he's a walking boner. and he has a beer belly. and he is way too persistent, when, obviously i have no return of feelings for him and if that is not apparent to him then i don't know what the fuck is.
i need to go take a shower. that will get my mind off a few things for a while, and onto my body. my gross body. well i hope all is well with everyone.
<3much love<3