May 29, 2004 21:28
4 days with NO food. Only caffeinated drinks, water, and cigarettes. Tonight I'm eating. I'm eating some noodles and carrot cake. Yeah, be disgusted. Believe me, I am. But I've been too active in the last few days to compensate for no energy. So I'm eating and... (puking) and hopefully some of it will digest before I can get to the toilet. I'm only saying that because I really felt like I was going to pass out when I woke up this morning. Er, afternoon actually.
BeAu said I'm getting skinnier. It won't be the last time he says that. I'm gonna seduce him with my bones. He can say I'm sexy now all he wants to, but it's bullshit. I can't stand my body.
Queef.
120 right now. On Wednesday I'll be 115. Guaranteed.