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Some things I've written in the past days::
Laying helplessly
waiting till the second her veins run dry
trying not to thhink of whats left
to kill the thoughts of suicide
so far gone
but to everyone so alive
antipicating the moment
when she can close her eyes
Reopening the scars of the past
repeating memories
but its no the same
this time its deeper
this time its over
it shouldnt happt twice
but it time
[this time it was remembered
because they had nothing left]
dont tell me a differance,
there is none.
and.. uh..
come on just say it
you know what your thinking
stop stuttering..
your already hurt me
do it more, do it more!
and you think i dont know,
dont know where your going
but i do i just want to hear it
hear it from your lips.
come on, just let it roll off your tongue.
You hate me.. but you need me.
you hate me.. but you need me.
kill me.. kill me slower.
you know you like the pleasure.
with my wrists cut
and my veins emptied
is there anything more
you want from me
you killed me from the inside
and as my eyes glaze over
it doesnt matter anymore..
nothing matters anymore.
sit there
sit there and stare all you want
im not gonna move
im not gonna move for you
push me, scratch me
maybe i cant deal with your pain
but try take me to my limits
i have none
mutilate me until your tired
i dont care anymore
get it in your head
ive gone through this before
and im not gonna do it again..
Im tired of trying not to listen to you trying to get away
It hurts me to know that were gonna have to
but im being selfish and dont want to
I love you, but i deny it..
I need you, Im not gonna lie.
now tell me with my blood on your hands that you dont care anymore.
Im not real enough.. for this to be real.
If you wanted me you woudnt walk away.
yeah tell me if you like..
Laying helplessly
waiting till the second her veins run dry
trying not to thhink of whats left
to kill the thoughts of suicide
so far gone
but to everyone so alive
antipicating the moment
when she can close her eyes
Reopening the scars of the past
repeating memories
but its no the same
this time its deeper
this time its over
it shouldnt happt twice
but it time
[this time it was remembered
because they had nothing left]
dont tell me a differance,
there is none.
and.. uh..
come on just say it
you know what your thinking
stop stuttering..
your already hurt me
do it more, do it more!
and you think i dont know,
dont know where your going
but i do i just want to hear it
hear it from your lips.
come on, just let it roll off your tongue.
You hate me.. but you need me.
you hate me.. but you need me.
kill me.. kill me slower.
you know you like the pleasure.
with my wrists cut
and my veins emptied
is there anything more
you want from me
you killed me from the inside
and as my eyes glaze over
it doesnt matter anymore..
nothing matters anymore.
sit there
sit there and stare all you want
im not gonna move
im not gonna move for you
push me, scratch me
maybe i cant deal with your pain
but try take me to my limits
i have none
mutilate me until your tired
i dont care anymore
get it in your head
ive gone through this before
and im not gonna do it again..
Im tired of trying not to listen to you trying to get away
It hurts me to know that were gonna have to
but im being selfish and dont want to
I love you, but i deny it..
I need you, Im not gonna lie.
now tell me with my blood on your hands that you dont care anymore.
Im not real enough.. for this to be real.
If you wanted me you woudnt walk away.
yeah tell me if you like..