Aug 04, 2005 18:31
My summer is fucking righteous.
Oh come on. I didn't even believe that.
This summer sucks. Like, really badly. It's like I can't have fun. I mean don't get me wrong, I've had fun. But everytime I have fun I'm constantly reminded that there's this problem brewing around me, and it somehow keeps getting worse and worse. Like, why does there have to be fighting? It's fucking vacation. I guess it doesn't even matter if we go back to school or not, because it's not like things will get any worse once we get there. Same problems, same drama. I'd love to sit here and go on and on about how 'facking awesome' my summer is, but who am I kidding?
I don't know who to believe. I contstantly feel like I'm being forced to choose sides. I know I don't really have to, and to be quite honest, I don't want to. So there. That's my take on this whole thing. It's impossible to choose when I just want this whole fucking situation to disappear. My 'choosing sides' or 'getting involved' will only make matters worse. It'll probably end up happening, inevitably, but whatever. I should really just stop talking right about now.
Okay. I'm out of words.