Warning;; this is pretty much about Jon
well today all I did was really sleep.. and blah but then Jon was in a horrible mood, so I was in a bad mood for several reasons.. then I realized something that boosted my mood right up, and made Jon smile too;;
I looked at Brad`s gf`s profile, which usually makes me sad, once it even made me cry for over an hour..but I looked this time, and felt nothing. no pain. no joy. nothing. I don`t like Brad anymore, I know I still love him, I might love him forever, but right now, he couldn`t mean less to me. but yea then I also realized that those 5 people I used to like (you should know who they were) I don`t like them anymore.
I`ve always liked at least 3 guys, always but now I`m only focused on one guy, for the first time like ever..only one guy. <3 and I love him so much and would do anything for him.
to me we are the perfect couple, we hardly ever fight, but when we do it`s all better by the next day. if I`ve ever been in love in my life, this is it. I swear we are made for eachother ,and I never want us to change. like we were at Anth`s and he was playing with my ring and we were just sitting there, then outta no where he took my hand, put the ring on my left ring finger then kissed me. I had never been so amazed with anyone in my life. I swear I would have married him right then and there. I mean yea okay I know I`m only 15, but I swear I hope I spend the rest of my life with Jon. it`s a feeling I`ve never felt, but I`m glad I do.The first time we went out..our relationship was all about like making out and like doing stuff, so we broke up, it was just a lust thing. The second time we didn`t do anything, it was just a love thing, we were adjusting to the fact that we said I love you and all that yaknow? then we ended up breaking up cause it just wasn`t working. This is the third time, we found the perfect balance of love and lust and we are the perfect couple. I mean yea we do have our times when we get mad and blah but I mean I have never been in a relationship like this one. putting my feelings into useless words just can`t describe it..I would do anything and everything for him. he says he loves me,and he will forever, and I hope that`s how long we last;; FOREVER.
I mean I have noticed I have been doing less with my friends lately, and you know who you are, and I`m sorry, but they will ALWAYS be my girls, I`m nothing without them.
MUCH LOVE;; LATER DAYS <3
I looked at Brad`s gf`s profile, which usually makes me sad, once it even made me cry for over an hour..but I looked this time, and felt nothing. no pain. no joy. nothing. I don`t like Brad anymore, I know I still love him, I might love him forever, but right now, he couldn`t mean less to me. but yea then I also realized that those 5 people I used to like (you should know who they were) I don`t like them anymore.
I`ve always liked at least 3 guys, always but now I`m only focused on one guy, for the first time like ever..only one guy. <3 and I love him so much and would do anything for him.
to me we are the perfect couple, we hardly ever fight, but when we do it`s all better by the next day. if I`ve ever been in love in my life, this is it. I swear we are made for eachother ,and I never want us to change. like we were at Anth`s and he was playing with my ring and we were just sitting there, then outta no where he took my hand, put the ring on my left ring finger then kissed me. I had never been so amazed with anyone in my life. I swear I would have married him right then and there. I mean yea okay I know I`m only 15, but I swear I hope I spend the rest of my life with Jon. it`s a feeling I`ve never felt, but I`m glad I do.The first time we went out..our relationship was all about like making out and like doing stuff, so we broke up, it was just a lust thing. The second time we didn`t do anything, it was just a love thing, we were adjusting to the fact that we said I love you and all that yaknow? then we ended up breaking up cause it just wasn`t working. This is the third time, we found the perfect balance of love and lust and we are the perfect couple. I mean yea we do have our times when we get mad and blah but I mean I have never been in a relationship like this one. putting my feelings into useless words just can`t describe it..I would do anything and everything for him. he says he loves me,and he will forever, and I hope that`s how long we last;; FOREVER.
I mean I have noticed I have been doing less with my friends lately, and you know who you are, and I`m sorry, but they will ALWAYS be my girls, I`m nothing without them.
MUCH LOVE;; LATER DAYS <3