Jesus Christ when am I going to learn?
*Smile* I'm such a dork. I was so upset yesterday over something so stupid. Right after I wrote that last entry, he came upstairs and gave me a big hug and said he thought I just needed some space. He's too good for me. :) We had such a great night, wrapped up together in that big blanket eating Chinese delivery and watching Family Guy. It's just those little things that make me feel so wonderful, so wanted and loved. Just talking to him on the phone this morning while he was at work, him telling me that he'll love me forever and nothing will ever change his mind, it felt so good. So now I'm gonna make him cookies! He likes it when I do stuff like that for him.
The whole time I was on the phone with him, he kept telling me how bad he wanted to come home and be with me, that he missed me bunches and wanted so bad to sit with me and watch Price is Right...I love those little things, the moments we share when we don't have to say anything, we can just sit and be together and I can look at him and know he's thinking the same thing I am: I love this person next to me. I want to be with this person for always, I would wander the Earth for them and I would take a bullet for them. *Sigh* I haven't felt this loved in a long time. Sometimes we let little things blur our vision for a while and he can make me so MAD sometimes, but at the end of the day, he apologizes and we talk about what happened and everything works out. It takes a lot of work to keep a relationship going, but he's committed to making it work and I'm committed to making it work...Good God I love that man.
I wish he was here, but I think that I can hold out another 5 hours until he comes home. He makes me smile. I found this old Nintendo game he used to play as a kid and he's so happy playing it that I just sit there and smile while he plays it. I'm just so content when he's happy. He hasn't gotten angry in so long now, I think he might have turned a corner in his life. I mean, he gets a little cranky, but it's normal, he's gotten so much better after we had that long talk about it, he seems so much better now. In fact...I can barely remember the last fight we had, it was about marriage and the wedding and it was all a misunderstanding on both our parts, and we ended up coming to a compromise. That was about 3 weeks ago, and since then we have been getting along great, I just need to help him realize to keep his cool about the little things. Like 2 days ago, he accidentally spilled some vinegar in the pantry, no big deal, he was about to get upset and I told him all we have to do is clean it up, and spray some air freshener, it's not a big thing. And he agreed! He was chill about it, which surprised me because I thought he would make a big deal out of it and be in a crappy mood for a while, but he just said, "You're absolutely right. Let's get it cleaned up and go play video games." Lol and we spent the rest of the night playing Mike Tyson's Punch Out.
Wow, I've rambled quite a bit in this entry. Anywho...have a good day everyone, and I hope you all can find the happiness I have.
:x
The whole time I was on the phone with him, he kept telling me how bad he wanted to come home and be with me, that he missed me bunches and wanted so bad to sit with me and watch Price is Right...I love those little things, the moments we share when we don't have to say anything, we can just sit and be together and I can look at him and know he's thinking the same thing I am: I love this person next to me. I want to be with this person for always, I would wander the Earth for them and I would take a bullet for them. *Sigh* I haven't felt this loved in a long time. Sometimes we let little things blur our vision for a while and he can make me so MAD sometimes, but at the end of the day, he apologizes and we talk about what happened and everything works out. It takes a lot of work to keep a relationship going, but he's committed to making it work and I'm committed to making it work...Good God I love that man.
I wish he was here, but I think that I can hold out another 5 hours until he comes home. He makes me smile. I found this old Nintendo game he used to play as a kid and he's so happy playing it that I just sit there and smile while he plays it. I'm just so content when he's happy. He hasn't gotten angry in so long now, I think he might have turned a corner in his life. I mean, he gets a little cranky, but it's normal, he's gotten so much better after we had that long talk about it, he seems so much better now. In fact...I can barely remember the last fight we had, it was about marriage and the wedding and it was all a misunderstanding on both our parts, and we ended up coming to a compromise. That was about 3 weeks ago, and since then we have been getting along great, I just need to help him realize to keep his cool about the little things. Like 2 days ago, he accidentally spilled some vinegar in the pantry, no big deal, he was about to get upset and I told him all we have to do is clean it up, and spray some air freshener, it's not a big thing. And he agreed! He was chill about it, which surprised me because I thought he would make a big deal out of it and be in a crappy mood for a while, but he just said, "You're absolutely right. Let's get it cleaned up and go play video games." Lol and we spent the rest of the night playing Mike Tyson's Punch Out.
Wow, I've rambled quite a bit in this entry. Anywho...have a good day everyone, and I hope you all can find the happiness I have.
:x