And I come full circle...
Wow. My family actually wants to see me. Sunday. I'm not so sure about going back to New Kent. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends from high school and miss them a lot, but I think I'm one of the only ones in our group that got out of there for good. After graduation, I hopped in that sexay minivan and never really looked back. I thought that maybe I would never see my family again. And at first, that thought really didn't bother me in the least. But now that time has passed and I have a child to think about now, the urge to see them is really growing. But I'm still scared about it. And I don't know what Charlie is going to do, he's met my grandparents and most of my family, but has yet to meet my father. I don't think things will go too well, especially if dad tries to actually start parenting now.
Ugh. I hate Star Wars. And Charlie is super-stoked about episode III coming out, he bought the video game yesterday and everytime the commercial comes on he just HAS to watch it. It's cute, but seriously I frickin' hate Star Wars. I read somewhere that people have been waiting in line to see that crap-fest since the beginning of April! Jaisus.
Well, I didn't have my UltraSound yesterday, they had to reschedule it to next Thursday. They tell me that I'll be able to hear the heartbeat and get a picture of the baby, even though it's about the size of an olive right now. I wish I knew what the sex was, it's seriously killing me! I want to start buying crap so I can officially start spoiling the baby rotten! *Sigh*
And Amanda Bonilla, if you're reading this: I have the perfect guy for you. His name is Justin, he's me and Charlie's roommate, he's 24 (I don't know if age matters to you), and he has his ears & tongue pierced. No tattoos, though. He seems like your type. Let me know if your interested {insert porn music}
So shoot, what else...
Watched Aqua Teen most of last night, for really no reason other than it was already in the DVD player and I felt lazy. Oh, and BOSTON KICKED INDIANA'S COLLECTIVE ASS!!!! SUCK ON THAT PACERS!! Sorry, I was cheering for the Celtics and then the game went into overtime and blah blah blah...needless to say they won and I'm happay.
"So give me all your poison, and give me all your pills, and give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill. You're running after something that you'll never kill. If this is what you want, then fire at will!!!"
Woo. I'm out, bitches.
:x
Ugh. I hate Star Wars. And Charlie is super-stoked about episode III coming out, he bought the video game yesterday and everytime the commercial comes on he just HAS to watch it. It's cute, but seriously I frickin' hate Star Wars. I read somewhere that people have been waiting in line to see that crap-fest since the beginning of April! Jaisus.
Well, I didn't have my UltraSound yesterday, they had to reschedule it to next Thursday. They tell me that I'll be able to hear the heartbeat and get a picture of the baby, even though it's about the size of an olive right now. I wish I knew what the sex was, it's seriously killing me! I want to start buying crap so I can officially start spoiling the baby rotten! *Sigh*
And Amanda Bonilla, if you're reading this: I have the perfect guy for you. His name is Justin, he's me and Charlie's roommate, he's 24 (I don't know if age matters to you), and he has his ears & tongue pierced. No tattoos, though. He seems like your type. Let me know if your interested {insert porn music}
So shoot, what else...
Watched Aqua Teen most of last night, for really no reason other than it was already in the DVD player and I felt lazy. Oh, and BOSTON KICKED INDIANA'S COLLECTIVE ASS!!!! SUCK ON THAT PACERS!! Sorry, I was cheering for the Celtics and then the game went into overtime and blah blah blah...needless to say they won and I'm happay.
"So give me all your poison, and give me all your pills, and give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill. You're running after something that you'll never kill. If this is what you want, then fire at will!!!"
Woo. I'm out, bitches.
:x