Holy shit it's been 2 months....
Wow. It's been a crazy, fun-filled two months since I updated last. First and foremost: Allison's gonna be a mommy!! Yup, Charlie's gonna be a daddy. I'm so excited! It's due in December. :)
Hmm...what else has happened...Charlie and I went to the circus! It was hella fun. Hmm...let's see...oh. Jesse stopped by my work to drop off some mail. It felt...weird, seeing him again. There was no anger, no sadness, nothing really. That kinda scares me, whenever his name is mentioned or I think about him, there's no real emotion attached, and that to me is just not normal. There should be something...right? I mean, there are a lot of things that remind me of him, for example, MCR is on right now. He burned that CD for me. But, I don't feel anything. At all. Maybe they're all right: maybe I am a souless bitch...hm.
I have lost touch with almost every friend I ever had in NK. I try to keep in touch with Kittie, but she's always doing something, it's hard to reach her when I'm not working or spending time with Chuckles (that's what the owner of Movie Scene calls Charlie. He also likes to call me Bride of Chucky. Yeah, he's retarded. But he's my boss.)
Hm...back in February I went to the owner of MovieScene's Oscar Party and got wasted...they didn't know I was only 18! That was the night Charlie and I talked about having kids. We really didn't plan on having one this soon, but he and I are both super stoked!!!
Watched this propaganda movie called Reefer Madness. It's from back in the 30's and they make pot out to be worse than heroin. And guess what? Me and Charlie watched it stoned :) it was funnier than hell.
I have been smoking too much pot lately...I forget things so easily, and I'm ditzier than usual...
Got in a fight with a coworker, resulting in the toilet-papering of each other's cars. I've refused to work with this jerk-off, which has pissed off my manager b/c she has to redo the schedule...
Made friends with a director, who's shooting a movie tonight. Met the camera man last night, auditioned, and got the part. Having a few problems with the script, must bring this to Jon's attention before shooting. Also showed him some stuff I've been working on, he loves it and is willing to direct it. One script in particular I really want to do, and he adores the script, so as soon as I fine-tune it...it's on!
alright...i'm done
Hmm...what else has happened...Charlie and I went to the circus! It was hella fun. Hmm...let's see...oh. Jesse stopped by my work to drop off some mail. It felt...weird, seeing him again. There was no anger, no sadness, nothing really. That kinda scares me, whenever his name is mentioned or I think about him, there's no real emotion attached, and that to me is just not normal. There should be something...right? I mean, there are a lot of things that remind me of him, for example, MCR is on right now. He burned that CD for me. But, I don't feel anything. At all. Maybe they're all right: maybe I am a souless bitch...hm.
I have lost touch with almost every friend I ever had in NK. I try to keep in touch with Kittie, but she's always doing something, it's hard to reach her when I'm not working or spending time with Chuckles (that's what the owner of Movie Scene calls Charlie. He also likes to call me Bride of Chucky. Yeah, he's retarded. But he's my boss.)
Hm...back in February I went to the owner of MovieScene's Oscar Party and got wasted...they didn't know I was only 18! That was the night Charlie and I talked about having kids. We really didn't plan on having one this soon, but he and I are both super stoked!!!
Watched this propaganda movie called Reefer Madness. It's from back in the 30's and they make pot out to be worse than heroin. And guess what? Me and Charlie watched it stoned :) it was funnier than hell.
I have been smoking too much pot lately...I forget things so easily, and I'm ditzier than usual...
Got in a fight with a coworker, resulting in the toilet-papering of each other's cars. I've refused to work with this jerk-off, which has pissed off my manager b/c she has to redo the schedule...
Made friends with a director, who's shooting a movie tonight. Met the camera man last night, auditioned, and got the part. Having a few problems with the script, must bring this to Jon's attention before shooting. Also showed him some stuff I've been working on, he loves it and is willing to direct it. One script in particular I really want to do, and he adores the script, so as soon as I fine-tune it...it's on!
alright...i'm done