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[faded_copperas]

I write in this because it's the only place i know that you won't look.
i hate that i hear songs that remind me of you.
i hate that i dreamt of you.
i hate when i hear your voice in my head.
i hate that this isn't about one person.
i hate that this is about everyone.
i hate that i hate so much.

i'm drunk and tired and alone in this apartment for the first time in days.