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Jesus Christ...i am out the proverbial loop....
I took a break to find myself and, in turn, just got more lost.
I don't know who I am or what i'm doing.
I just am...and i'm just doing.
That was stupid.
But so is wasting my years at a dollar theatre.
But who the fuck are you to judge?
You don't know me.
But I don't know me.
I should be the only one able to bring myself down but i let others do it as well.
Fuck them, fuck you, fuck.
I'm going to become a cop.
Firefighting wasn't all that I hoped it to be.
My brother died.
I don't want pity.
I just want an excuse to lash out irrationally.
I've heard people tell me he's in a better place now, but fuck that.
Who're you to tell me I'm selfish for wanting him here?
Maybe I am selfish, but until you lose your baby brother, I don't want to hear it.
I'll wait until you lose your family in a fiery boat crash and then tell you "Well, it was God's plan and they're in a better place now."
I took a break to find myself and, in turn, just got more lost.
I don't know who I am or what i'm doing.
I just am...and i'm just doing.
That was stupid.
But so is wasting my years at a dollar theatre.
But who the fuck are you to judge?
You don't know me.
But I don't know me.
I should be the only one able to bring myself down but i let others do it as well.
Fuck them, fuck you, fuck.
I'm going to become a cop.
Firefighting wasn't all that I hoped it to be.
My brother died.
I don't want pity.
I just want an excuse to lash out irrationally.
I've heard people tell me he's in a better place now, but fuck that.
Who're you to tell me I'm selfish for wanting him here?
Maybe I am selfish, but until you lose your baby brother, I don't want to hear it.
I'll wait until you lose your family in a fiery boat crash and then tell you "Well, it was God's plan and they're in a better place now."