May 26, 2005 20:30
i realized that many people hate me now.but im really trying to change because i hate how everyone hates me now. i really want to work on changing how i act and my personality and such. maybe then people will think different about me.
ashley- shes mad i think cause i am with ashley p. a lot. but i still love her and wish we were best friends again.
olivia- she called me a slut and i havent even seen her or talked to her in ever..wtf? but i dont want her to hate me either.
kaitlin- i barely ever talk to her and shes talking about beating me up in ashleys livejournal? wow...that sucks, but i dont know what i did to her.
matt- well if hes gonna go and call me a slut too...whatever.
i really just wish someone would tell me what i have been doing to be acting so different. i know i hang out with ashley p. more now but what else is it?
oh...and when i flashed mike. wow-im sorry to everyone who thinks its so wrong. i know i probably shouldnt have, but...i dont know. and it was definitley not ashleys idea. she didnt flash them and it was my choice. and i flashed people before that...so its not like it was my first time or anything like that.