argh

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This week of camp wasnt extremely good...

Alot of drama...most of it my fault!!!

i am a fucking bad friend.....

i blow things out of proportion...

i am not trustworthy.

the channel 4 news dodgeball team kicked ass in dodgeball..all-in-all we are like 15-3 or something like that?

anyway...

i am not feeling too well right now...physically and emotionally

girls like confidence right?

that explains alot!

i hate this.

i dont know if i trust people anymore...which is retarded of me because i know i cant trust myself either.

my glasses broke...

my barber is fucking horrible...

and so many other little things.

i use alot of big spaces in journal entries dont i.

next week is disney....meredith will be there...i am going to have a great time...she makes me so happy...even more now that me and her have patched everything up between us...

i am one jealous fucker...its none of my business who she hangs out with...or who she hooks up with...or anything else of that sort (this isnt about meredith)

i just dont know if i can trust what she says...aaaaaaargh