the sky falls harder on me every day...
so basically this is my last week home... im leaving saturday to go up to Texas 2 see mah sister<3.. that leaves me 3 nites left here in fl.. no, wait, only 2.. cuz of a 'thing' on thurs (thats all ill say about that, its not a good thing)... nothing really exciting has happened.. i found out i can only go 2 project revolution if skool hours are the way that they were gona be.. got my parking decal, so now i can 'officially' drive 2 skool, instead of tryin 2 sneak in...
*i need closure*
as far as my cell phone goes, ill have it with me in texas, but i cant answer it.. so its one of those 'sit there and watch it ring' things.. but if u guys leave a voicemail, then i should be able 2 call u bak off my sister's phone... ill be gone from this sat (17th) to the following tues (25th)...
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...and so im left here to think about you.. yes you.. the only person who makes my heart stop when i see them.. its like it starts as a 'theyre ok' kinda thing.. then next thing u kno, its more like 'where are they' or 'i miss them'.. u cant control wut ur feeling.. its like rain falling on a window pane, u just cant tell it where 2 fall, or how to fall.. it just falls.. just as how i fall.. i fall for you every time i see your face again.. it goes to show that 'out of sight, out of mind' really does work.. im not with you for a day=i miss you.. im not with you for a week=im starting to wonder.. im not with you for 2 weeks=starting not 2 care as much.. i see you once for less than a minute=im falling for you all over again.. its like you have to avoid them for the rest of eternity in order to get over them.. its an endless cycle of missing and wondering and falling.. wish there wuz sum way to stop the cycle, sum way to stop falling over and over again.. and for wut? why fall for someone who wont fall for you? wuts the point?.. is it so u can feel the pain over and over again when you realize that it just wont work, and that ull never be?.. it just doesnt make any sense.. why are we forced to fall??... *someone pick me up again*...
~x:X my heart screams in confusion X:x~
*i need closure*
as far as my cell phone goes, ill have it with me in texas, but i cant answer it.. so its one of those 'sit there and watch it ring' things.. but if u guys leave a voicemail, then i should be able 2 call u bak off my sister's phone... ill be gone from this sat (17th) to the following tues (25th)...
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...and so im left here to think about you.. yes you.. the only person who makes my heart stop when i see them.. its like it starts as a 'theyre ok' kinda thing.. then next thing u kno, its more like 'where are they' or 'i miss them'.. u cant control wut ur feeling.. its like rain falling on a window pane, u just cant tell it where 2 fall, or how to fall.. it just falls.. just as how i fall.. i fall for you every time i see your face again.. it goes to show that 'out of sight, out of mind' really does work.. im not with you for a day=i miss you.. im not with you for a week=im starting to wonder.. im not with you for 2 weeks=starting not 2 care as much.. i see you once for less than a minute=im falling for you all over again.. its like you have to avoid them for the rest of eternity in order to get over them.. its an endless cycle of missing and wondering and falling.. wish there wuz sum way to stop the cycle, sum way to stop falling over and over again.. and for wut? why fall for someone who wont fall for you? wuts the point?.. is it so u can feel the pain over and over again when you realize that it just wont work, and that ull never be?.. it just doesnt make any sense.. why are we forced to fall??... *someone pick me up again*...
~x:X my heart screams in confusion X:x~