things never change...
so i woke up at like 12 45, wuz supposed 2 go out 2 lunch with kitty.. so i got up n got ready n everything, then my mom tell me i gotta be home for the workers since my bro is driving my mom 2 the airport (and my dad is out of town).. so then i wuz stuck at home till my bro got back.. iight, no big deall, right? just go out 2 lunch when he gets back.. but no.. he gets back n tells me i gotta stay home cuz he's gotta go 2 work in 30 mins.. so basically im stuck watching the tile guys cuz my bros goin 2 work, and my mom n dad r outta town.. so theres one plan down the drain.. no lunch with kitty.. but now my parents r gone for like a week.. seems like a good thing right?? but no, yet again.. cuz im stuck with my bro who will spend this week telling me wut 2 do... so its basically like my parents ARE home.. only worse.. y am i bitching about this on my post?? cuz i fucking can.. and becuz im stuck in my fucking house (which if ne of u really kno me.. kno i hate being in my house)... ahhh.. so im prepared for a week from hell basically.. cuz i kno my bro is gona make me get up at 8 every morning 2 let the tile guys in and im sure if he's gotta go sumwhere, then his plans will come first.. so itll b like im stuck in house prison from 8am-whenever the hell they r done... now the only good part left is my nites.. which i wont have much of bcuz im sure my bro will find sum wierd excuses of why i need 2 b at home instead.. right now i just fuckin hate everything.. the onlly thing i have 2 look forward 2 at the moment is goin out 2nite with christian.. my small escape.. i hate being stuck in my house...
~x:X my heart screams in confusion X:x~
~x:X my heart screams in confusion X:x~