Nov 14, 2003 23:07
today my sister has been dead for as many years as she lived. 14 years.
i didn't go to school today. i went to a friend's house and slept on her couch. it seems i become energetic when i'm in public and completely shut down when i'm alone.
(what's that last line supposed to mean anyway?) such a control freak. i can't come undone in front of others.