As the Temperature Rises, I Do the Opposite
*sigh*
That's all I have to say.
I'm tired of being where I am, but I don't want to go anywhere. This could apply to any part of my life, so take the aspect you like and go with that. It's like (to a MUCH lesser degree) when I have a depression episode. I don't want to do ANYTHING, but my ADD makes me have to so SOMETHING, so all I do is lie listlessly on the couch and have agitated spasms. Yes, I am listlessly agitated.
*sigh*
That's what I am right now. I am listlessly agitated with everything: myself, where I am, what I do, what I think about, what I want, what I don't, even what I eat! Everything sucks, but just not enough to merit putting in the effort to deal with them. So back into my hollow little mind I go, to surround myself with strange, dark creatures that chirp and excite but ultimately become a cancer that rots the very bone down to its marrow. Perhaps they'll go away, or become big enough to warrant some sort of action. Until then, back into restless ennui I go.
*sigh*
That's all I have to say.
That's all I have to say.
I'm tired of being where I am, but I don't want to go anywhere. This could apply to any part of my life, so take the aspect you like and go with that. It's like (to a MUCH lesser degree) when I have a depression episode. I don't want to do ANYTHING, but my ADD makes me have to so SOMETHING, so all I do is lie listlessly on the couch and have agitated spasms. Yes, I am listlessly agitated.
*sigh*
That's what I am right now. I am listlessly agitated with everything: myself, where I am, what I do, what I think about, what I want, what I don't, even what I eat! Everything sucks, but just not enough to merit putting in the effort to deal with them. So back into my hollow little mind I go, to surround myself with strange, dark creatures that chirp and excite but ultimately become a cancer that rots the very bone down to its marrow. Perhaps they'll go away, or become big enough to warrant some sort of action. Until then, back into restless ennui I go.
*sigh*
That's all I have to say.