bitch...bitch...bitch REVENGE SUCKS!! what did i ever do to you??
i love how people who read your journal take everything you say and turn it into revenge
around 5 i went to cristinas and then her daddy drove us to the swim meet around 5:35. i thought it was gonna be a w.o.n.d.e.r.f.u.l meet. however was i ever wrong =(....there wasnt enough timers so matt forced me and cristina to time. then we got one more timer and cristina didnt wanna time so she didnt, but i still made her stay with me. umm ok that was fine it didnt bother me that much that i had too time. its just that people there know too much shit about me. well hold on lets put it this way. when i write in my journal i am too open minded >:o honestly i need to think before i write, because "someone" took what i wrote to kevin and used it against me and deceided to flirt with him the whole damn meet. she knew it pissed me off too....tears started rolling down my face uncontrolling, but enough about that moment i have learned that people are right. i should just learn how to listen, but i cant. kevin is ugly but i cannot see that damnit. i just wish i could, but have any of you ever noticed he looks like a monkey? ha maybe thats why...a monkey is my favorite animal=( damnit i hate love it hurts soo effin much. i say i turn leziban. honestly no guy can ever effin hurt me again. however girls have too much damn drama in their lives:'( so either way i am screwed and there or not many lezibans in this world any more. i just wanna be happy. the sound of your voice used to make me smile now it just wants to make me cry
I HATE YOU....i wish i could believe that =(
and for the lil bitch that turned what i said into revenge you are off my effing "friends list"...>:o