And even if your whisper eats my ear, your voice shall be the only song i long to hear.
Um... wow where to even begin...
kerry and i didn't go to boston.... we both stayed home because we were way lazy this summer with finding an apartment and shit. we both applied to dowling and got in. although i dropped out two weeks later, kerry is still enrolled... i dropped because i didn't get any of the classes i wanted for art school or my major and i was really overwhelmed with work and school. i'm just going to go away in january. i still have to figure out where though. i work at starbucks now... well barely since i've had mono they rarely put me on the schedule. even though i had mono 3 weeks ago and i'm all better. ummm ok well...
at the end of the summer i met a guy named mike m... and he turned out to be a real big failure to my life and a waste of time... let's just say he was the first and probably last guy to see the "real" me... no i did not sleep with him, still a virgin. but i did things i probably shouldnt of with him because i trusted him. which sucks. but AS soon as i was getting over mike, i met adam. and thanks to duckie for that one, even though we're not friends anymore [ long story about a A Day To Remember show in jersey and tickets with her and adam and fighting about them and somehow i got blamed and she chose not to speak to me or adam anymore.. whatever].
ummm.. adam's a really good guy. although he's angry and depressed, we always seem to have a good time when we're around one another. my parents both really like him. he came to my dad and my dad's girlfriend's halloween party and spent the night at my moms house with me [ second time spending the night ]. he treats me well and i'm just really happy when i'm with him. he lives in jersey also.
tomorrow's halloween. the year is already flying by so fast. thanksgiving is coming up. adam might come with me to aunt debra's house... of boy they're gonna rip us new ones haha. they're gonna be making fun of us like no tomorrow. but he can take it, i cant but he can.
ummmm.. what else... nothing really. i have work tonight from 530 till close :/ fuck. oh well.
i'm going with adam to the emarosa show next week, hopefully i have off from work.
my mom wants to sell the house.. she wants to move back to lynnbrook. uhg.
so weird. ok well yeah gonna go now. bye.
kerry and i didn't go to boston.... we both stayed home because we were way lazy this summer with finding an apartment and shit. we both applied to dowling and got in. although i dropped out two weeks later, kerry is still enrolled... i dropped because i didn't get any of the classes i wanted for art school or my major and i was really overwhelmed with work and school. i'm just going to go away in january. i still have to figure out where though. i work at starbucks now... well barely since i've had mono they rarely put me on the schedule. even though i had mono 3 weeks ago and i'm all better. ummm ok well...
at the end of the summer i met a guy named mike m... and he turned out to be a real big failure to my life and a waste of time... let's just say he was the first and probably last guy to see the "real" me... no i did not sleep with him, still a virgin. but i did things i probably shouldnt of with him because i trusted him. which sucks. but AS soon as i was getting over mike, i met adam. and thanks to duckie for that one, even though we're not friends anymore [ long story about a A Day To Remember show in jersey and tickets with her and adam and fighting about them and somehow i got blamed and she chose not to speak to me or adam anymore.. whatever].
ummm.. adam's a really good guy. although he's angry and depressed, we always seem to have a good time when we're around one another. my parents both really like him. he came to my dad and my dad's girlfriend's halloween party and spent the night at my moms house with me [ second time spending the night ]. he treats me well and i'm just really happy when i'm with him. he lives in jersey also.
tomorrow's halloween. the year is already flying by so fast. thanksgiving is coming up. adam might come with me to aunt debra's house... of boy they're gonna rip us new ones haha. they're gonna be making fun of us like no tomorrow. but he can take it, i cant but he can.
ummmm.. what else... nothing really. i have work tonight from 530 till close :/ fuck. oh well.
i'm going with adam to the emarosa show next week, hopefully i have off from work.
my mom wants to sell the house.. she wants to move back to lynnbrook. uhg.
so weird. ok well yeah gonna go now. bye.